Krumpett, His Example of Conscious Living; a wakeful relationship with self
Free Relationship Advice, from Relationship-Oneness.com
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Here is an example of conscious living. – Krumpett (whoever that is) makes the decision he is ready to grow, within his heart he notices a spark of enthusiasm that says he is eager to expand. Not change the world, but to begin to change himself. Being that this was a conscious decision, he moves forward with the expectation to actually learn something. If the decision was casual and lethargic, his expectation would have been distracted by meaningless time wasters within one hour after the decision was made.
Krumpett simply becomes aware, by choice. He begins to notice life as if his ears were as big as his hands. His focus is drawn towards now. He hears the words he speaks as if to listen in on his own conversation; Krumpett was in for a really big surprise.
Withheld Love
What was discovered from this new angle, was the stripping of self denial. Many times when we observe self from outside our mind, with the truth of who we are no longer behind closed doors, we can gleam into our false reality a little further. A responsibility comes about, a dilemma of division. We begin to understand the separation from our true self, we see how we desire to love, but in actuality we see it being withheld in the form of our thoughts and actions. Luckily for Krumpett, this time around there is an epiphany of truth.
He sees his vision not as worldly perfection driving him towards guilt and shame, but progress in the form of greater connection with his true nature. He sees the path as not needing to go anywhere or do anything, but only to relearn the innocence of his higher self; Krumpett, had opened his eyes.
Now understanding the foundation for growth, he can see more clearly as he walks about his life. When the Krumpster consciously notices his withheld love, towards self or another, he takes note and does what he can to bring healing. He doesn’t decide the change will occur over night, he decides to do what he can now. If Krumpett notices separation from who it is he desires to be, he finds the little things he can change with ease.
Within each reminder of withheld love, Krumpy sends out an intention that says “ahhh yes, I see, I intend to allow healing to be brought to this area of my life.” This may not see like much, but what he has learned is that it is better to express and let go, rather than to withhold and suppress. If we ignore the truth we see in our areas of withheld love, we create denial which leads to great resistance of what is; blocking the natural flow of ease we intend for our lives.
Denial & Resistance
The reason this form of living is so common, (denial and resistance) is because we have been taught to attach our identity with all things “bad” we experience. We are taught if what we do is bad and negative, then we must be bad and negative ourselves, leading us towards guilt, shame, and fear. These are emotions we run from because we don’t really want to believe we are anything other than whole.
The truth of the matter is that in our uniqueness, the withheld love we experience is part of the wholeness we instinctively know we are. It is neither good nor bad, simply present, and there to help us grow into a more realized self. Without these lessons, growth would be impossible and we would lose all benefits that come with our world of diversity. The challenge, is somewhere along the way we have learned to identify what we call “bad”as being void of value. There is a separation that has taken place, dividing our selves from one another, and dividing the self from its own wholeness.
Freedom from Labels
Krumpett feels a tremendous relief by no longer having to label all things as good or bad, they simple become a preference of his own choosing. A new world has been opened up to him, one that feels much more peaceful, patient, and understanding. When he sees the “negative” in others, there is no need to judge and condemn, because he now sees it as only a lesson for their own soul, and he can use the experience of his fellow man to define more clearly his preference for his own life. Allowing him to no longer withhold love to others simply because he would not chose as they have chosen.
He is now empowered to love unconditional, because there is no longer a condition for love. Love is ever present, we can chose to see it fully, or we can chose to see the illusion of good and bad; separating and dividing our collective family.
With this new freedom the Krumpster experiences, in no longer needing to judge the actions of others, he finds freedom in no longer needing to judge and condemn himself. As a fully conscious being, he sees it all as only a lesson leading him to learn how to live with more love for himself. He becomes thankful for those things that once brought him torment, knowing that in their pain is an opportunity to experience a deeper connection with self and a deeper connection with the love he knows he is.
Ego at Play
Yes, as times, our good friend Krumpett forgets his wakefulness and enters into a time of sleepy eyed delusion. In those moments where he falls back asleep and reacts to the world as if it is him against humanity, he desperately tries to defend himself… or should we say… defend the ego; Krumpett, becomes the Krumpanator.
The Krumpanator is the experience of defining ones identity as being separate from all things. Because of this, for his identity to survive, he must do what he can to reinforce on himself and others that he truly exists. This is the ego at play. It must compete and win, for if it does not, than it cannot survive. The ego lives in this sleepy place of delusion, because it honestly believes the air as being separate from itself. It carries the irrational thought, that the body is the end all and be all of our identity.
Let’s not be too harsh on our ego, because naturally, if you live your life with only the five senses, this is an easy conclusion to come to. Not to mention, lol, if you live in the world we live in, where society is bent on destroying those they disagree with, then it seems a natural response to life.
Silly Ego.
Krumpett, as he grows, experiences the Krumpanator less and less often. When the ego does come out to play, and Krumpy becomes aware of its silly activities of separation, he doesn’t see it as an opportunity to become defeated, he takes note and says “oh silly ego, you’re so cute, believing what you see with your eyes is the way things truly are, and not just a perspective. You are soooo adorable, thank you for helping the wakeful me to define more clearly the life I desire to live. I can now see where I’m withholding love, and can send out that beautiful intention to correct the errors in my own heart. Thank you.”
Relationship with Self
Krumpett, is growing. Life is moving with more ease and beauty. He happily realizes this is all he’s ever truly wanted. To expand, to become more of himself rather than the self everyone else wants him to be, he has the freedom to decide intelligently what he shall do with his life, and he chooses love; in now.
He recognizes his deep connection with self, as a deep connection with all of life. A relationship, between his conscious awareness, and the awareness of the smallest blade of grass. He sees it as one. His success is no longer defined by pointing out a loser, it is now defined by the success in all of life that surrounds him. When love is expressed across the ocean, Krumpett feels as thought it is his own love being shared. When love is withheld in his own land, he sees it as an opportunity to define more clearly the love he desires to share.
There is no need to push his desires for love on and into the minds of his neighbors and friends, because there is an instinctive knowingness that says as he raising his own conscious living, it will naturally empower those around him to do the same in their own unique way, and Krumpett is thankful for the diversity of love that comes with the natural flow of allowing others to be themselves freely.
Conclusion
To our friend, Mr. Krumpett, whoever you are. Thank you for sharing your lesson in growth and love. Because of your conscious decision, you have now made it easier for all of life to expand with more ease. Thank you for acknowledging your part in this collective family, may your light continue to shine brightly. Namaste.
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